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Have You Ever Thinking About Your Self?

It is scary to realize that year end is just around the corner. Yap, dah mau menjelang akhir tahun orang orang dah sibuk planning christmas party dan new year's eve. Ada juga yang sibuk mikirin year end closing kayak Accountant, dari yang sibuk ngatur jadwal stock opname akhir tahun sampai tutup buku fiscal year.

Mungkin bagi orang lain,  mikir apa aja resolusi yang udah dibuat di awal tahun yang dah terlaksana dari sekarang kayaknya aneh, but that's what i always do in the early december of each year. Setelah dipikir pikir, keluarlah hasilnya and Oh My Lord,there are not much in progress is what i can say. Yes, it's better year for me than the last 2 years. But that's okay, we should get up and starting again.

What i concern about my self is that I don't have enough time just for me. My self. My health, my mind, my interests. I always put others interest first, like my family, my dogs, my boss. No, it's fine for me, because i can distract my self for the past broken engagement but now i just felt it's exhausted. It's drain my energy a lot because i'm always in hurry. My life is like a hamster in a running wheel, so i was thinking one of my 2019 resolutions is about me, not being selfish but try to slow down and always put me in first. 

Have you ever feel like what i feel now? 

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